helloooo. Back to here

It has been a long time since i updated my blog...my lonely blog :(

my last post was about one month plus ago...

and now, i had finished my STPM exam and say goodbye to Form 6 life..

So, my last day of STPM was on 12.12.12 :D

right after the day, Me, Jesz & Jasmine had a 4 days 3 nights trip! We went to Genting and KL :)

alright, really spent super much for genting trip . i'm broke !!!

Anyways, i had fun la. and i had an unexpected experience, which is i missed my bus back to Kuantan :(

i was super depressed and scared.

At the end, i reached home safely...

Last Saturday went KL(again) & Ipoh with family !

hehe. Had tasted lots of nice food...

AND ! Pray for Kuantan, plssss lah dont rain anymore.

The worst flood in Kuantan ever...if i dont have facebook i guess i wouldnt know what's happening at Kuantan on Monday :(

Luckily my house is safe and no flood..or else we would be rushing back form Ipoh ! (but anyways i wished to back Kuantan asap! HOME IS THE BEST <3 )

...to be continued

Only if

那天，我夢見你了~
你開口和我說話了。

為甚麼。只是夢境。
若是現實，我不會那麼害怕了。


Only if...

It's gonna raining soon !!!

New Font !

So happieeee!
Just downloaded a new font hehe.
Cupid de something...
So many loves <3
...LOVE IS Ouch !
Lol. Tonight is Big Bang's concert.
Everybody having BB fever. Those at home one leh play BB songs so loud. Lol

Had my dinner with my family at Ur Place just now. I'm happy. 1st time been there, with family.
FAMILY. FAther And Mother I Love You!
Till now...12.25 a.m. I'm still full. :D
Too bad didnt bring phone or ipod or else i'd snap my fam pics !
One more thing, dad just told me that he wanna buy U mobile phone number for me. And TOO BAD THERE HAS NO 1127 but 1126!!!
My BD number <3
Well Harnjun should have buy that number right since 1126 is her bd! Haha.

Hmm..continue my Makro. Goodnight evrybody.
I love tea ^^

答應自己的，考完試，一定會替自己完成。;)

為甚麼 我就不能再勇敢一點。
一點。。。

好想買東西，好想購物 ！
昨天買了2件褲子，嗯。滿意滿意！
褲子呢，應該收手不買了。之後我要買一套滴！
衣服們，等我吧！
STPM rocks my world !!!

我該去哪，
去哪，
找回從前的精神？

沒有了，就是沒有了。

我要永遠記得 那一天 我勇敢了

I got my HPV injection today ! Omg. So long story. Ends up i take also. Haha. Hmmm now my hand is like....muscle pain :/
Gonna take the second dos after 2 months. Which means....by that time i'd already finished my STPM !!!
Woooohoooo.

What should i do?

Feel like hurting...

有點傷心。
為甚麼不直接來問我？
如果你有當我，是你的。。。不能缺少的好朋友。

那我又為甚麼，不去接近你們？

明知就不要故問，你都已經知道為甚麼了。別再問我

Close my eyes...put on my earplug...listen to songs...

The song playing now is...A thousand years :)

One month later...STPM.
all the best to myself.
I am extremely scared of it :(

千萬別覺得她奇怪，她只不過是喜歡你。。。曾經。

Graduation Night.

It's been a week...last Friday this time i was...sleeping and gonna prepared for the GN.
These are some of the pics we had taken. Pretty girls and handsome boys..:)
The only happy thing that i can talk about, LUCKY DRAW. I GOT AN IPOD SHUFFLE. HAHAHA. 058!
This lucky number...which comes from my mind zzZ
Next time should buy more TOTO. xD

算了吧。就讓我平平靜靜的過完這年。

你懂我的感受，就不會這樣對我說了。

我會走，是因為你沒把我給抓緊。

我真的很氣你。

原來，被忽略是這樣的感覺。。

不要喜歡上別人了....

真真假假

那一句話，若是一個和我同年的人的口中說出，
而且使出自于真心的，
那該有多好.....

我還是接受不到。
哭也哭過了

虛偽的世界！！

I hate myself.

Not studying anymore.
For what i study so hard?
I'm not a smart person...
I'm stupid.
Study till i lose my life i wont get what i want too.
For what i made decision
study form6?

I dont want ppl look down on me, but, i cant make it also.

錯誤

突然之家間想起作文裡的錯誤
唉。
怎麼會錯~~
真是傷心。
蠢！

Seriously, nobody can 100% understand one's feelings.

Two weeks of Trial Exam.

Haha. Stressed out? Frustrated? Unhappy?
Sigh. Whenevr having exam, i will have the thoughts what i wanna do after this. Where i wanna go. When i gonna do this and that. Kekeke
3 days more...trial STPM. BYE BYE !!!
#dyingsoon

我會，我能，我可以！總有一天
（＾_＾）

我是多餘的。
我根本就不屬於你們的世界。
我是第3位。

有時候，不讓別人覺得被忽略，也太明顯了吧。

那天，我真的太討厭學校了。
沒辦法忍受.............

遇見

我等的人他在多遠的未來。。。

What Sifu taught us yesterday :) <3

Here come There go

Time flies. 

One day come another day gone.

it's already....Friday (31st AUG 2012).

HARI KEMERDEKAAN KE-57 !!

it's a school-off day XDDD

Our Trial STPM will be held on next Tues.  :/

so dead. 

i havent study Pengajian Am and Pengajian Perniagaan. 

OMG how how how !

okay i will try to study as much as i can today :(

We went to 万佛殿 yesterday morning, about 930a.m till 12.45p.m .

We were having a 考生祝福会 for every UPSR,PMR,SPM,STPM students.

i went together with my schoolmates.

i think they invited all Kuantan schools too.

At first, we were having praying sessions...and then listen to what Sifu telling.

The hall is tooo big, so we,those who sitting outside the hall cannot listen anything :/

while the praying sessions going on..suddenly a PRETTY GIRL coming towards me and sit beside me.

Be honest, she is really pretty !! She has nice smell. ( Jasmine's smell i think ? ) :D

She asked me how long has the session started.

I was curious about her age and wanted to ask her >< but since the praying session still havent end yet, so better keep quiet. Haha. and better dont BLS  :P

anyway, her look is quite familiar....or i am just thinking too much? :/ 

looking for today's newpapers. The photographer told us we would be in the headline today !! ( Our BIG BIG GROUP PHOTO) 

I'm sad.

Why pimples cant leave me alone ? :(
Once some of it recovered another one will Grow again :(
F. Fffff.
It's so ugly :( it will frighten people :(

夢裡，就是我想要發生的？
我希望再次有機會個你說hi.

我又夢見你了

夢一場。
喜歡你的時候我多喜歡這首歌啊


兩個人能在一起是緣分
早知道是這樣像夢一場....



BTW, 我的「哥」沒辦法忘記從前。唉

true true :)))

我们辛辛苦苦来到这个世界上，可不是为了每天看到的那些不美好而伤心的，我们生下来的时候就已经哭够了，而且我们啊，谁也不能活着回去，所以，不要把时间都用来低落了，去相信，去孤单，去爱去恨去浪费，去闯去梦去后悔，你一定要相信，不会有到不了的明天的。 

Best Quotes: Story about fish and water

Best Quotes: Story about fish and water:

The fish said :

"I can't see my tears because i'm in the water."

The waters said :

"I can feel your tears because you're in my heart."

Lesson : We may hide our own hurts and pain but never can we lie the people who cares for us the most. Words aren't needed for them to know how we are.

To the Beautiful You!

The most recent Korean drama i'm watching.
Hehehe. Cute, romantic, funny. Nice !!!

她說

這是貝跟我說的。
其是不是每個人都能理解你。

Pororo!

Me and sis.
Hahaha. I must be crazy !

Free Netbook

Got this FREE from government.
Aha.
Thank you :)))

棒球鯊魚帽！

I want this :(

wheeepiie !

hello !
just realized that i had written few post after i was back from Bandung.

Day by day....(i'm not T-ara super fans, so this title name is just a coincidence)

Does everyone has dream?
My dream is....?

So far...i hope i can travel....always :')







look at this!
OMG
Do I have enough LIFE to watch all these and travel all around the world...? XD

really hope to travel with my best friends :))

Next Year, NEW ZEALAND, ON ? :)))))

I love my weekend <3

Weekend always the BEST !
And the diary i bought in Bandung. More than 10 bucks and it has 4 sheets of stickers ! Omg love it so much. Hehe.
And purezento, Japan's stuffs. It's a cartoon...like anime or something. They have their own characteristics :))
Look at Mika, so cute !
For the two bookmarks, i just got it yeaterday. Buy one get one free ! At Memory Lane.
I just love to collect all these...
They will make you happy :D
#satisfaction

TIME FLIES yooooh

最可怕的是甚麼？

時間。

Last week this time i was in Bandung. Omggg i'm back for few days and....feel like dreaming -.-
Ahhh sometines i have mood to study. SOMETIMES only. Haha.
Cannot be lah!!! My Trial ar !!!
Sighhhh

>.<

Lo lo luen...........

In Bandung now. :D

Going back home, Kuantan,Pahang,Malaysia today :))
I love my home, but not school 😒
好像要去面對現實了。唉

I go to school for twice only for this week. Hehe.
I'm going to skip school tomorrow. I really hate Thursday, of course, school too.

Yeahhhhh going Bandung on Friday!
Can have a happy travelling again :))
TRIAL, FIGHTING !!!
I won't let you look down on me, kay! :))

How did i fall in love with you

Mine, should be Infatuation...right ? :))
Whenever i look at them, from behind, i would ask, why not me ?
Yeah. My fault... I let it go myself. Hehe.
But God would let me meet someone better muchhhhh than him.
Is that true ?

聚起來。

很多畫面，每當一想起，就覺得很傷心，有點遺憾，有點痛。
這都是我的過去。
當你看見我時就當沒看見，那種感覺。。。
原來，我也有知覺的。

為什麼會走到這個地步！！

I was so so so wrong.

I hate you.
I did wrong.
Now i knew what to do.

That almost a year,
So called INFATUATION ?

幸運草，幸運的我

我算還蠻幸運的啦，天對我不錯，
每當我沮喪，都會有人讓我依靠。
我會不會很依賴人呢？呵呵
#appreciate!!!

Bad HABIT.

徹底討厭

不喜歡別人，任何人 當我的代言人。
我有說話的權利，不需要任何人幫我回答。

Those months.

記得第一次見面
多怕心跳被聽見
十億人就懷念你的臉
溫習你，一遍一遍到今天
這一步 不敢跨越
下一幕 寂寞分裂

my ONLY and YOUNGER sister.

she is cute and i love her ;)

Taeyeon's BABY G

this watch is soooo nice !!!

if not mistaken, each one for MYR 294  :O 

sooo tempting !! 

<3 ;) 

these watches are LIMITED EDITON! X)

粉愛粉愛你

粉愛粉愛你 

億萬分之一的機率(周湯豪)

電視劇 粉愛粉愛你 片尾曲
作詞：周易緯
作曲：周湯豪

變　世界不停改變
對的人會在哪一邊
說不準是近還是遠
還是剛剛擦肩

Hey Girl　記得第一次見面
多怕心跳被聽見　十億人就懷念你的臉
溫習你　一遍一遍到今天
這一步　不敢跨越　下一幕　寂寞分裂

不放棄
就算機率只有億萬分之一
要多幸運　才從天而降這場夢境
要多努力　才讓你肯定我是唯一
相信愛　就能和幸福相遇
我會盡全力　讓你見證奇蹟
我會更勇敢　換取你的一點注意
我會更渴望　佔有你的一席之地
億萬分之一的未來　It's Me

Hey Girl
你就站在我面前　不怕失敗的風險
我不讓自己錯過　這機會
用直覺　痛覺　敢覺　換你陪
這一步　勇敢跨越　下一幕　愛在蔓延

不放棄
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網 
就算機率只有億萬分之一
要多幸運　才從天而降這場夢境
要多努力　才讓你肯定我是唯一
相信愛　就能和幸福相遇
我會盡全力　讓你見證奇蹟
我會更勇敢　換取你的一點注意
我會更渴望　佔有你的一席之地
億萬分之一的未來　It's Me

YO Girl　第幾次見面
想了好久忘不掉妳的臉
我放棄一切　我也不後悔
我想要全力抓住那一瞬間

baby girl I wanna let you know
I'll never let you go
can you be my girl
I'mma rock your world

不放棄
就算機率只有億萬分之一
要多幸運　才從天而降這場夢境
要多努力　才讓你肯定我是唯一
相信愛　就能和幸福相遇
我會盡全力　讓你見證奇蹟
我會更勇敢　換取你的一點注意
我會更渴望　佔有你的一席之地
億萬分之一的未來　It's Me～

  ❤.❤ 

我還記得，你跟我halo的時候，在那轉角。
................................

之後....................

我們甚麼招呼也不打了。

你應該知道我曾經，喜歡你吧？:)

小事一樁？

坦白說，不怎麼喜歡別人對我和我家人給意見或批評。
那是我，蘇靖雯的事。
不乾你的事。你無需跟我操心。

Hope that you're not one of them,
Altho we are not related,
But i knew that you're good.
我不想對你失望 (:

越来越清楚了！

日久不一定生情，但一定见人心！
看着你做的一切，很讨人厌。
说话不经大脑没关系
但不要踩人踩到那么没脑。
不管你有几帅，态度这样，我还是不喜欢！
还好你是她的~XDD

A Happy Sunday again !!

What a good day.
Especially thanks to Daddy! Hehe.
My 夢寐以求's Canon Ixus ;)
Altho not dlsr, another thing i wish i could have...but this is awesome !!
Easy to carry and everything is good.
The image is super clear !!
Ahem...the colour is Apple green. Teehee. Aihhh the colour i want the most is PURPLE!!! But, no stock.
T___T
who ask me now only buy lehhhh. Huhu :(
But it's okay lah! Apple green is a nice colour and i like it too. <3
Another thing is..printer. This printer is daebak, has alot of function ;) can print pictures too! So dont need go out mall and develop pics sooo purposely :)
Nowadays IT is daebak !!! :D

他媽的「智慧牙」

天啊。。。
竟然有這麼一回事。
我在長智慧牙！
好痛！真的痛！
開始還以為自己發熱氣，牙肉腫，痛罷了。
哪知道另一天才發現自己長智慧牙！
那天晚上，真的好苦。痛到哭了。因為我不知道為什麼自己會這樣！
另一天早上吃止痛藥，還好好多了。
天啊，夠了，我的痛好痛！還叫媽媽買止痛藥給我，希望我不必碰它們啦！😖

From Taiwan.

Hehe. Wen Xin help me to buy this in Taiwan. Finaly get these and i paid her 66 bucks ! ;)
I guat my own pocket money one leh! Heheh luckily before mum give me pocket money i still have some....$$$
And pc fair start today ! Must ask dad to buy a new speaker. Pc without a speaker is like dafuq. Haha.
Btw i love the Rilakkuma minipol earcap which given by WX ! It's so damn cute ! Hehe. Taiwan, i will reach you soon. Wait for me.

夠了

別再做虛偽的人

停止吧！

人越长大，就越习惯压抑内心的真实感受，不再放声大哭放声大笑，什么都只是淡淡的点到为止。好像越来越没有什么事，可以伤心到落泪，再也找不出，释放伤感的出口。如果有时间有机会自由的哭，总是好的；如果可以狠狠流出眼泪，就说明心没有干涸。现在明明感觉到痛，却再也无法畅快的流泪。

Happieee day !

Yesterday was great.
I had my happy family day :DD
Went to sister's school for her sports day and at night, went to Capital Mall for a simple shopping after dinner.
i saw the shirt that i've aimed for....not very long, but 1 and half month i think?
Okayy but I see another nicer and awesome and makes me fall for it ♥
Suprisingly dad asked me to try. Hehe. He didnt complaint much about the price...@.@
And he seems likes it too. Ohhh i was really excited XD
Lastly, he bought it for me. And my Converse shoes, just hope i can get it before my August trip.
But if not possible, it's okay lah after the trip can get it.
SALES !!! OH PLEASEEE !
Come on ! WHY NO SALES ><

Four leaves clover 🍀❤

幸運之神的降臨往往是因為你多堅持了一會兒，多邁出了幾步，多找了一條路，多拐了一個彎。:)

Spend again !

I want a cap cap cap cap!
Fedora is awesome too, but it's kinda hard to find here :/
Well, WenXin've bought what i've asked her to buy in Taiwan!
That means it's time to pay her. Hahaha.
But it's okay lah, cause i dont think it's a waste of money...💰
Anyway, my pocket money will be increased on next month, ahhh altho not very much.
What i wanna buy(like shoes or bag or clothes) i can ask from mum :)
So....i still alive :D

可愛的朋友

我有個很可愛的朋友
我們不多說，但他會關心我。
希望這份友誼會長久。
雖然還有這半年，我不知道該怎麼熬，也不懂和朋友們 會不會有磨擦。當然希望沒有啦！
我要做好自己本分，年尾還有個很大的戰要打喔！
現在要開始付出代價了，代價就是，不說話！🙅
Hwaiting !!! 👍

Settled ?

Tampal-ed my tooth dy.
I dont want go back there anymore.
Ohhh pls.
From now on i will take care of it properly !
So,toothache go away !!!

I'm happy girl now.
Let's see my edited picture. Hahaha.
And, i skipped school today.
Just tidied up my room and table.
I wish to have a white desk, but it's quite late to say that. But anyway, white desk will get dirty easily.
Appreaciate what we have now...

Line Camera !

Hahaha edited this photo.
Me and the stupid sister.
I'm the Queen !!!
I'm not seafood ar. XD

每天都要加油，再加油！

明天要補牙去了。
阿彌陀佛。
一切都要順利。
沒有人知道我在擔心甚麼。

下雨了☔
祝福大家，睡個好覺吧！

带我离开孤独的丝路。

最后是放弃

不要说我怎样怎样
我努力过了。
对不起。
我是放弃了吗？
我是累了。
累了，我要休息。

讨厌距离！

保護色

每個人都有自己的保護色
我也不例外。
我一定要守護我的保護色。
它，很重要。:)

Date a Girl who loves travel !

http://www.backpackers.com.tw/forum/showthread.php?t=676778

check it out.